If there is something that can flush the memoir also memory away, right now he needs that. And rewrite his book in another place. He promise he will fill in all the new pages with another story. The drama chapter that tells the story with smiles everywhere to the people everyday. The friendship chapter that tells the wonderful story and without any covered ink on those pages. The goodness chapter that tells any requested or unrequested favor to another men. And the last story is love. In this chapter, he will tell the loves to everyone. His parents, his family, his wife, his friends, this is why this chapter is put at the last chapter. All the objects that are in those chapters are gathered. Not only that story but the story with his new family. The happy family with 2 children and beautiful woman who is always in his life journal. Also the white dream house that covered with ray of the warm sunshine and surrounded by the big park.
The reason this man's dream wants to be like that because he loathe reality that always fucking with him everytime. Maybe he is not grateful of what he has. We know all the things can't always bring happiness, the people around and ourselves do.
The truth is this reality is not good for his psyche. Every time he hearing that woman's voice, he feels like he was terrorized. He doesnt have any grudge, he just feel worried. And the place that should be the real serenity is not the real serenity.
FUCK REALITY
Who is this man? yes, u think he is not so pathetic than the people who dont have parents. There is no any humans that know him. i dont even know.
